Old Life New Life

My life changed drastically when my wife died.  We both knew cancer cells her body was producing was going to kill her in the near future, but we didn't know how near the future was.  She received various treatments, took her medications, and fought very hard.  There is a whole book of stories and facts to say about that, but not now. 

She died and I am still here.  Her suffering ended and I am so glad it is over.  But I am still here.  I go on with my old life, but it is actually a whole new life without her.  I have to take over tasks she used to handle but I still have to go to work at the same job and the same people.  I live in the same house but she is not here. 

Much of her possessions are still here, but she is not.  Her daughter could not deal with them for a while, so I store them in our (my) little house.  I drive her car because it is newer and nicer than mine but she will never drive it again.  Nor will she go anywhere with me, ever again.

So I live and build a new life on top of my old life like a new city is built on top of an old dilapidated on.  I am devasted by her loss, but at the same time, amazed at how a new life is creating itself as I go on without her.

My family, friends and entire support system, my life, has slowed and is surrounding me.  I couldn't be more grateful to them and need them so much.  I have never had so many hugs since I was a baby, I imagine.  But tonight, I sit, amazed and surprised how this upheaval has occurred and continues.  It also helps to put words to the page and explain this all to me and to you.

To Celebrate the Fourth of July, Impeach a Traitor

The only appropriate celebration of the Fourth of July would be for someone in Congress to introduce articles of impeachment of the 45th President of the United States.  That process will take months, and I have no illusions about a Republican-controlled House and Senate following through on removing one of their own from the Presidency.  This is not going to happen.

But a true patriotic American Congressman or woman would prove their allegiance to the republic by formally charging Donald J. Trump with perverting the course of (obstructing) justice, and ten other charges that any effective Congress would convict on and remove this scamming criminal from office.  But alas, that is not the current Congress we have elected.

Instead, we move, step by step, toward a mock democracy where Trump arranges to remain in office after losing the 2020 election.  His statement about the Chinese President arranging for himself to be President for Life, "That sounds good to me." The principles on which this nation was formed will be pushed aside and forgotten until the current neo dark age has run its course.

My fear is that real explosions will be needed, not fireworks, to reverse the course Putin and Trump have put us upon.

Deleting Facebook

Deleting Facebook

            It takes two weeks for Facebook to delete your account, that is, if you can figure out how to ask them to do so.  One can ask them to “deactivate” an account, but that is not the same as deleting an account.  As the word deactivate indicates, when your account is deactivated, it still exists.  It can be re-activated.  Deletion is elimination.  It probably exists somewhere, so that Facebook can still monetize your data, but after two weeks, and that is two weeks where you do not attempt to access your old account, either accidentally, or change your mind, that account will be deleted.

            Farewell, for the moment, to those “friends” on Facebook who have accepted my “friend request”.   Some are actual friends, some acquaintances, some people who I knew from various jobs, some close and distant family members.  Like anybody else, some family members are more like friends or acquaintances, and some friends are more like family.  I will not be able to view your likes and dislikes, your dog photos, you cutest-baby-in-the-world photos.  Nor will I be able to see those clever posts that you have shared done by people quicker and more creative than me.

Facebook shared those fun quizzes that are actually personality tests.  Tests whose results were stolen, along with our “friends” accounts, psychologically weaponized and sold to the highest bidder.  As various media outlets have reported, losing political campaigns attempted and failed to use that data to their advantage.  The worst of those campaigns won, though.  It began using that data before the current President knew he was running for office.  Using that data was technically legal.  It remains to be seen whether cooperatively using Russian psychological experts to manipulate Trump’s base and uncommitted, fence sitting, potential Clinton voters was legal.

            Facebook did not sell that data to the Trump campaign.  But they did cover up the loss of that and much more data extraction.  They still are, and it is still legal.  Google and other tech giants have done it and will continue to do it.  But deleting my account is my butterfly wing flutter.  It is my cry of BS to Mark Zuckerberg and his saying he is sorry and will try to do better.  Mark, if you are truly sorry, give the DNC ten billion dollars for the mid-terms.

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            Google and Twitter could be next. For now, I delete Facebook and urge all other users to do the same.  Legislation or legal action against Facebook as a monopoly will not be effective.  Deleting and shunning it will, eventually.  My action is personal activism.

Never Too Late for Sentimentality

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Donald Trump is President Elect

December 19, 2016

This is only the second post of "Wading Into the Stream" for 2016.  The first was just a video filmed by my niece.  It was a video review of my father's ninetieth birthday party in May. She did a great job and I am proud of her and my Dad.

Today I write about the Presidential election of 2016.  To review, after a grueling Primary season, Hillary Clinton, Democrat, ran against Republican, Donald Trump.  All of the pundits and experts were shocked and amused by Trump's outrageous campaign, but on Election Day, they predicted Clinton would be the victor.  To more than half the voters amazement, Trump won the electoral vote. Clinton received well over two and a half million more popular votes than Trump did, but he became the President elect.

The College of Electors met and voted today, officially electing Trump.  This man will be President of the United States.  A great many extremely smart, accomplished, successful people are afraid of the various probable outcomes of his administration.  They have spelled them out in endless articles, blogs, interviews, speeches, and by now, even books.  The people Trump has nominated and has spoken of appointing to his administration represent many kinds of backward, destructive, divisive, earth-destroying, profit driven, bizzarely religious, and wantonly immoral ideas that American public figures have expressed in the last thirty years.

Several of these people have failed at the highest offices and jobs they achieved. A couple were fired. One or two were nearly prosecuted.  And among these individuals, it is my opinion, based on what I have read, seen, or heard, most of which, I assume, is factual, Donald Trump is the most likely one to have committed serious felonies.  I think it is only a matter of time before his crimes are exposed. Even with a Republican House and Senate, I think he has the best chance of being impeached and removed from office.  That is, assuming those who supported and voted for him don't rise up in civil war, which is a remote and horrible possibility.

Alan Fothergill's 90 Birthday Celebration